F just said.
First day of online school for his four siblings. Lots of feelings.
All I want is no more fucking zoom.
I had 9 hours of class yesterday, 6 on zoom. During the 45th interruption, I began discussing piano practice versus going for a run with M. A few minutes in I heard my ethics professor say "Violeta, I think your mic is on." Mortifying.
The whole day is getting kids on zoom, snacks, food, garbage, try to read for class. Exercise? Try to talk to F, plan. Assignments due. Mine. Theirs. Paperwork for clinical. Freaking out about if I have corona. Fielding emails from elderly family members who think I am a doctor.
Breathe. We have food. And a house. And internet. This sucks but we are fortunate.
I am a nurse. Finally. I cannot believe it. I want to cry. For good and bad reasons.
Back to the grind!!