The Calm

I just achieved by putting them together in a very tight squeeze is... amazing. A cries more than V and wants to eat or sleep but mostly on someone. When I decided to smush her into her brother's crib, they both became serene. They are nuzzling each other. I imagine that yesterday was a rough ride for them and that finidng each other and holding hands was the best thing that could have happened after the sudden barrage of noise, light, air, and messiness involved with coming into the world. I am so happy F caught it on film. Hand holding. Buddies and partners in crime from now on. Today was lovely with lots of family and some friends visiting. I tried double nursing. Looks crazy but efficient if I can swing it alone. Life is good. I need to remember this calm later on.