The Rhythm, The Flow, The Je Ne Sais Qua

All of the above was missing yesterday where every moment seemed like an emergency. Today babies napped abundantly, children behaved, time went by fast. Aaahh. I wonder if the day sleeping will bite me in the ass tonight. I do not think so as usually when my kids sleep a lot, the more they sleep. Could be a growth spurt. M is out getting her hair cut with her tía S. Babies are downstairs with P, the trusty babysitter. J is in the tub. Had a long phone meeting about the auction, feel better about that. Would like to be done with the catalog by Friday. My only negative thought is.. why is it that EVERY time I leave a baby with anyone there is wasted milk (melted bag, wrong top, defrosted too much). It makes me CRAZY! I HATE PUMPING in case you did not know. But I have to let it go. Baby steps of accepting that I am a maniac and everything cannot be done precisely as I want always. Anyway, off to EAT something else even though I inhaled a croissant (good pm snack). The pounds keep slowly melting. I am going to be shocked when I can no longer eat this way...