Today Was

the day that I realized that I can do it on my own (with help). Of course this is due in part to the "light at the end of the tunnel" as F will be back in 40 hours. Morning yoga was welcome after a tumultuous am with J. He really misses his father and is behaving like shit. Only two other mothers showed up to yoga and my babies were quite calm and even hung out awake so that I did some yoga. MoJo spent am with a sitter at the museum and lunch and J continued to act up with her. M commented on (S, the sitter): First I thought I liked her but then I realized that she is bossy like you so I do not like her. Too many bosses. When I told her that she was an adult and had to listen to her M said: Only you and papi can be bossy to me. Oh well. The afternoon was full of tv and music and for bed/bath time we had J's favorite BT teacher come over to help. Now they are all 4 down (not sure how last babies will last). I could and should work on the perennial catalog but I will not. I will bravely attempt bedtime at 10:41 and hope that AleVit agrees that it is time to sleeeep.