Missing A Baby

When she/he is asleep is a strange phenomenon. It is illogical since a great part of the day is wrestling them to sleep, but it always happens. A slept from 4pm to 12:30 am!, ate and kept sleeping until 5am. I guess it was the right thing to let her sleep. I never believed in waking up a baby. When they sleep, when I win and get them down... I miss them. It makes no sense. I am almost sad that they gave up. J and AleVit are sitting on my bed (propped on pillows) watching Spiderman on the ipad. I am sure they should not watch TV but J has his arm around V and they are all so engaged.. it is too cute.