Saturday, April 23, 2016

Yes, I am Still HERE

When I went to work yesterday I got lots of comments: "Are you still here?" No- I am a mirage. A whale-like image of myself. I think it is safe to say that I cannot predict when I am going to give birth. My guess is this week, but who knows. I am trying to get as many things done on my never ending "to do" list and trying to savor, if that is possible, this last time. For while pregnancy is amazing, the miracle of life astounding etc- when you get to this point- with an actual full person living in your abdomen region- it is alien-like, surreal and hard to believe that you still have organs functioning. As rough as birth is, I think the baby would rather not come out as a rule. So warm and dark and fat and easy to eat in there. Enjoy little guy, you are coming out soon and meeting 4 loud monkeys. Some time soon after that, you will meet little M, her little baby, and join this crazy ever-growing family. Hang tight!

4 comments:

  1. ever growing family.....
    life is good

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  2. i guess i'm getting close because that made me cry. the last line about meeting m and her baby? - i feel like i haven't actually stopped to really think about it as much as i did the first time around. this baby is so abstract still to me.

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  3. amazing miracle indeed! Looking forward to meeting the newest member of your tribe! xo

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