Update

I did not quite die yesterday, but I came close. Lots of lines to post but J is asleep in my room and I have no other place to write. M is at a friend's so we are having a special sleepover. F is back tomorrow. Thursday was hell and I woke up at 3:45 to screaming babies last night and it went on.... for a while. By the time they went back I did not so I am running on very little sleep. I am going to try to watch a movie and eat some junk and do laundry before the party continues tomorrow. F is back (for 48 hours) tomorrow and I will get off the night shift. A domani!